Dont wanna give a damn anymore.

I’m tired and I need a break.
Yes, I am angry.

These days, I feel so..

unstable.

Whywhywhy. The emotions come in waves and I’m hoping the feeling goes away when I get up the next morning but it doesnt.. I go to sleep hopeful but when I wake up, my thoughts just go crazy again.

I’m not that strong it seems. Weaker, much weaker than I thought.
Strength, I need to draw strength, but from where? From who? From what?

I wanna smile for real.

when when when.

Try harder

Persevere!!!

Sigh, still gloomy. And angsty abit.

So much to say

And you know what? I’m going to say it all. When you think you are receptive enough (so I have to wait til you recover I guess).

I thought things would and could turn out the way I wanted but I was wrong!!!
So after seeking advice from a couple of people, I’m going to try again but differently this time.

I’m just keeping my fingers crossed that itll work, and that I’ll have more patience.
All these because I want to see you laugh, smile and happy.

Breaking down

But please don’t give up on me.

I feel more alone than I am.
Having words to say, but who to say them to?
Feel so bad inside but whose shoulder to turn to..?

Where do I go? Lost.
Very lost.

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